Fuckin Chuck Norris!!

As much as i love the guys i hang out with they can be pretty ridiculous to say the least. Between the random nipple electrocution, sharpie wars, and midnight cigar walks i kinda see why i dont have a boyfriend.
I can see how some of them are a little put off at everytime thay call im hangin out with someother guy.

I had a "boy" "friend" a little while ago( two weeks prior to this entry), and yes he was different he actually treated ne like a chick and he didnt mind all my guy buds. He in fact got along with quite a few of them. So when he started being overly nice i knew something was definitly wrong. that having ended in a very decietful way i ve come to a decision. MOstly because of what time of year it is, evry year on my birthday i sit down with mysefl and change one thing about me. Or more like i improve one thing and discard others.

My decision is this. To be more straighfoward than ever to not let things go. Being the cool chick until now has won me much heartache and wasted my time. im done with the effort. sometimes times i wonder if you want them to treat them like shit. Im not going to be mean im going to be me, just a little more agumntative. hmm well here we go.

This room no longer brings me joy

The freakin aah!!!!!!!! im so ahh!! i love him i did that little ugly blob of fun!!! but now i want blood!!! that freakin dog has chewed my shit for the last time!!! he ate a very expensive pair of wings that i now have to super glue back together. grr i threw hyim out in the cold but then felt bad after awhile and let him back in.... story of my life. someone does me wrong im mad for awhile and they make a cute face..blah blah blah blah!!!! but whatever i dont care im here to talk about first friday so many of the gang are goin its gonna be sweet!!!! halloweebn was a blast i hung out with bug rob and joe. i ended going to a hardcore punk concert with rob they ended up almost rioting because the headlining band was so drunk they stopped after 4 songs. robbie was pissed and dragged me out of the pit. you now hes probably the only guy that i hang out with that treats me like a girl. its kinda annoying cuz i know i can take care of myself but it is really sweet to have someone watcht out for you. all my boyfriends have always left me hangin and one even said why you wrestle beat him up yourself. god i hate ed that so long story shoet i cant win. but hes a sweet guy and i like hangin out with him so let the good times roll.