As much as i love the guys i hang out with they can be pretty ridiculous to say the least. Between the random nipple electrocution, sharpie wars, and midnight cigar walks i kinda see why i dont have a boyfriend.
I can see how some of them are a little put off at everytime thay call im hangin out with someother guy.
I had a "boy" "friend" a little while ago( two weeks prior to this entry), and yes he was different he actually treated ne like a chick and he didnt mind all my guy buds. He in fact got along with quite a few of them. So when he started being overly nice i knew something was definitly wrong. that having ended in a very decietful way i ve come to a decision. MOstly because of what time of year it is, evry year on my birthday i sit down with mysefl and change one thing about me. Or more like i improve one thing and discard others.
My decision is this. To be more straighfoward than ever to not let things go. Being the cool chick until now has won me much heartache and wasted my time. im done with the effort. sometimes times i wonder if you want them to treat them like shit. Im not going to be mean im going to be me, just a little more agumntative. hmm well here we go.
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